Common Fronters:
Disme (Host) | Ten (Trauma-Holder & Host) | Euclid (Protector) | Dizzio (Host & Caretaker)

'90. EST. Intergender. Autistic. ADHD. CPTSD. 10 Alters.We are a complex group consisting of two very separate systems due to specific trauma that shut down The Danger System for roughly 22 years. Things are still a bit confusing after the thaw and we are learning terms and othersuch things, so please be patient and understanding about everything kept here. The point of this Carrd is the informing of those close to us and as a means of warning for those who interact with our blog on Tumblr.
The Danger System is the system that has been here the longest, with everything starting roughly at the age of 7 after an extremely traumatic event. This system did well to self-soothe and function until 13, when one of the worst days of our life was handled very poorly by those around us. To cope and to survive, the Danger System slept for 22 Years until a very rough thawing. Please check out the "concerning Sunny" section for more details about the thaw/events leading up to it.On Discord, the Danger System is signified with a rabbit emoji.
✦ TEN ✦

Host | Trauma Holder
He/Him
Believed to be the first or at the very least is one of the alters that has been around the longest, Ten is very emotional and seeks out connection more than anything else -- and he tends to be very friendly and approachable, almost always excited for a conversation.He enjoys making art!!NOTE: Ten is capable of age-sliding, however you more than likely will not interact with him in a younger state, as he prefers the company of our wife or his stuffed rabbits rather than people while in it. He'll bounce back!!

✦ DISME ✦

Host | Trauma Holder
He/Him/It
One who has also been around since the beginning; Disme has always been someone where a lot of feelings of loneliness originate. To cope with this, Disme has really taken to streaming on Twitch --- as it's less lonely but also provides a safe buffer so people cannot get too close for comfort.Disme is stubborn and, like most of us, suffers from troubles with emotional regulation.He loves making physical items with resin and also adores baking & cooking -- as well as shows about them, competitively.

✦ EUCLID ✦

Protector
He/Him/It
Anxious, depressive, unsure, and angry. Euclid used to only front for the sake of fighting or biting the heads off of people who hurt us --- but lately he has been working toward being more of a person with his own wants and needs.He does best when he is around our wife, as she acts as a protector for him as he learns more about himself over time.NOTE: Euclid can be very cranky and abrasive when it comes to people. He will lash out and feel very bad about it immediately after. Please be patient when/if Euclid is fronting.

✦ HUSH ✦

Trauma Holder
He/Him
The quietest of both systems, Hush really only fronts during points where we shut down and become nonverbal. He prefers quiet isolation over being around others, but he does have a lot of important feelings, especially as one of the holders of trauma.You probably will not encounter him, but he is good to keep in mind and keep an eye out for.NOTE: Hush might convey that nonverbal times have occured, but he probably will not actually engage with you unless we know you well.

When the Danger System went dormant, the Huxley System started to form. Alters would express mostly through RPing and were unable to communicate to each other due to 2 gatekeepers at the time -- but after the thawing of the Danger System and the starting of Esketamine therapy, everyone was able to communicate together for the first time and it has been wonderful to have everyone since. The Huxley system is a little more equipped for interacting with people, with alters that are much less guarded/have had more time to adjust.On Discord, the Huxley System is signified with a heart emoji.
✦ ANCHOR ✦

Caretaker
He/Him
The reason why we are able to keep up with things like laundry and personal care, Anchor remains a means of staying calm even in the stormiest of seas. He tends to check in a lot to make sure we have things we require, are not too uncomfortable and tired, and he always has a piece of advice to help a situation.Anchor cares for and calms parts of the system that can become unreasonable -- especially Ten and Euclid when things are tough.He mainly fronts to cook and to clean, but he also enjoys being social with others.

✦ DIZZIO ✦

Host | Caretaker
He/Him
Dizzio has been around for about 20 years or so, and he functions very much as the sunshine that we need in order to function. Open, loving, and always excited to have a chat with someone, Dizzio is the most social out of all of the alters.He fronts the most when meeting new people, dealing with crowds, and even doctors appointments. He also helps us out of any negative funks we may be in.NOTE: If y'all see us typin' like this, you can betcher ass that Dizzio is currently fronting!

✦ KOTA ✦

Unknown
She/Her
Nervous, shy, and really quick to allow people to talk over or for her, Kota is a part of the system that many others are protective over.She really likes cute or morbid things, especially anything that can be found in a craft store during October. Halloween is her favorite holiday.We are trying to get her to communicate and front/express a little more ... and it has proven to be really challenging as being comfortable with more feminine energy hasn't been super easy. Still! She wants to try.

✦ CLEARLY ✦

Unknown
He/Him
Clearly doesn't feel a burning need to front as often as others and instead likes to quietly observe ... until he is needed.While not really a protector, Clearly does act like something of a neutral party during misunderstandings or altercations caused by other alters and he does much better than others when it comes to serious conversations or there is a need to stay as stable as possible until it is safe for us to break down.He will call you out on bullshit, so be warned.

✦ LAZ ✦

Protector
He/Him
A protector in every sense of the word, Laz is somewhat abrasive in his talking mannerisms as he doesn't enjoy the act of sugar-coating or allowing any room for (likely more) misunderstanding.Laz doesn't front or express very often, but when he does he prefers the company of our wife rather than actual friend groups.It's something that he is working on, especially now that we are being much more open about being a system. Practice makes perfect.

✦ WADE ✦

Unknown
He/Him
Known for being the reason we were capable of having social interactions for the period where The Danger System and Dizzio were dormant, Wade has done a lot of heavy lifting especially when it comes to family.Something of a jokester and prankster, Wade usually has a clever remark to weigh in with when things are light and happy, and he has also been known to use humor to ease burns should they appear.Wade's on a bit of a break as far as fronting goes; he deserves "his beauty sleep," apparently.

In 2003, something terrible we will not speak of to just anyone happened ... and the Danger System went dormant. In order to survive, the Huxley system took over, somewhat ... but there was little to no communication between alters due to two gatekeepers: Sunny & Ambrose. These two created a headspace where system-talk was taboo and they did what was necessary to survuve until we were safe enough to thaw, which caused both of them to shatter and disappear. Their work was done and we, as systems, did not want any part of them.In many ways, we see Sunny as a sort of mask that was unable to be removed and in many more ways, it was suffocating. We had a very bad time with Sunny and Ambrose at the helm and we would like to deeply apologize to those we encountered and interacted with as "Sunny." Things were always black & white, our anger was unchecked, and we often reacted to pain by lashing out that those we loved. Being a system is no excuse for super shitty behavior, and since Sunny & Ambrose shattered we have done everything we can in order to function in a way that is much more healthy. Not only are we in verbal therapy, we are also working with a team and are doing Esketamine therapy.If you found this Carrd and you are someone who "Sunny" hurt, we are so sorry and we are trying to live a better life.
Reaching out is a decision you will have to make on your own, but we are more than willing to talk things out.